Numb

Got a call today thought I was you. Face lite up like a full moon.... Heart racing the anticipation of the strength in your voice. Longing to hear those 3 words.... 

Hello!!!!! But the other voice wasn't so deep did not make me weak... My whole expression changed. When you told me your name...... Deep breaths taken heart still racing. I wish what she said wasn't true.... I wish it was a dream and lie or two. Quickly reality set in......   

My love my heart my joy&pain was never mind to start with..... There was a game being played with my heart and mind.... And he was the puppet master he pulls the strings.... 

Now I can't feel my heart because it no longer exists 😢