QUEENDOM

My heart has grown so cold!
My face hold's it's place.
Still Can't stand the taste in my mouth. 
Broken and miss treated NOT Miss Guided. 
Antil we understand our worth we are lost in our own mental prison. WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Look at yourself see......... the beauty inside of you.
The passion behind your eye's.
The fire that burns with in. 
These guys know your worth but you don't!
So Instead of being a Powerful Queen!
The King Misleads you for his own personnal gain.
Not caring how manyscars you bear from his air.
Speak easy........
Rest easy.......
Have confidence in your power!
Stop believing your not worthy.
Know your "QUEENDOM"
Claim your crown Queen!!!!!!!!!!!
Queen's are ment to to be seen and heard!
And Praised.....
Don't settle for less then your worth!
He will never admit your the one who he NEEDS.....

Not the other way around. 

No regrets No exceptions No excuses

What my heart feels no one person could understand. Life is so unexpected and unplanned. You must buckle up and hold on tight. The ride is never smooth. Always bumpy,rocky unsure.The things that you think will work out never do.and the people you love the most don't feel the same. It was a lame game not a blame game, tricks being played.

Deeper

Go a little deeper if you're not afraid to feel the deeper side of my ocean.

You Want to hear the thunder in my roar 

Feel the fire behind my eyes...

Please excuse me but I want to touch your soul with no hands.... 

Prove to me you are the worthy of my heart.

I want to get lost In your presence so deep 

You need a shovel to uncover my soul in all its fire power heat....

Your voice makes me weak.

The sight the touch the feel of it all..... 

Don't be afraid to go deeper with me lets fly lets ride or die. 

Be my heartbeat FOREVER 

When it rains it pours

How do I even carry on, holding back this  storm in my heart and mind. No matter how much I prepare or stock up for the storm. Nothing can take away the butterflies that have found shelter in me.... The fire that was burning has..... Blown OUT! 

Next chapter 2015

She doesn't know where life will carry her but she stays a float.

She doesn't know who will truly be there when odds are against her but she stays a float.

She doesn't know if your words are true or that your heart is true but she still gives it. 

She only wants the truth, honesty, loyalty but she continues to struggle with the lies you unfold.

She can not be held back by your lies unloyalty.

She can only count on her own loyalty to herself. 

There are a lot of hurtful things in life.... So she bandages tape piece back the pieces of her fondued heart. Hoping one day it's no given in vein. It's a fight not worth fighting it's a pain not worth having... Her next chapter.

Will be her best chapter ever... One of real love and with someone worthy of her heart. No looking back 

Endurance

The ability to over come the worst obstacles.... 

One of the hardest things to get over is betrayal.  

The feeling of being let down or lied to. Often the person that can hurt you the most are the people we keep closest hold dear to us..... 

Endure the trials that a selfish person will put you through..... The ideal of that being LOVE is so ignorant!

Its fair from what it means to be loved or show love.... 

Love doesn't break you down or make you feel less than great. LOVE IS EVERYTHING THAT YOUR NOT SEEING...

It's the feeling or not being alone even when you are alone. That feeling of someone having your back all the time right or wrong.... 

So I endure antil someone WORTHY of my heart steps there feet in my path..... I'm positive on what it feels like and looks like even what it sounds like. So I will endure antil I meet my KING! Pushing back from the fake and hurtful so called love you so called have....

I will endure I will have my forever but first I must clear my path for the right one to enter..

Without words

Memories hold you memories carry 

Lasting joy,pain,love,hate,life,&death 

Define you........ But they don't make you. 

The lact there of its presence.

The longing for exceptance from whoever wherever however you find it.

Learn to KEEP IT!!!!!! 

Dying breed they don't LOVE anymore