Saturday, April 6, 2013

Missing letter

All my life you have never changed. But neither have I!
I have always just wanted you to love me. "Unconditionally " followed you are around . I even wanted to be just like you . :)
Something's will never change.
I often wounded is it me is it my fault ?
Then as I reflect the answer becomes so clear to me. You have always ALWAYS let someone get between us. You have always loved someone else harder then me. Our at least show it from my opinion . I let you control my mood I even let things happen that I shouldn't have just to be close to you . I love hard I know.! Is it wrong for me to want someone to love me as much? Someone to notice that I'm down and know just what to do to cheer me up! I don't have that and I have come to realize it may just not be ment to be . Blood or not some people hate you for being you. I feel it!!!!
Signed someone's little sister someone's mother someone's daughter etc . I am what life has made me. Bitter sweetheart