choices

Everyone has them! Where u take the time to make them, that's totally up to you. We were created with freedom of choice! To do what are hearts desire. To fail to succeed! An still I find myself waiting for it. Praying for it! I would give anything for the choice to decide ......

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awake

I'm awake or could I be dreaming the dreams of all dreams? I search hi an low for my soul mate but he is no where to be found. Maybe I'm sleep and the world around me is just a dream ..... so now I Awake!

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awake

I'm awake or could I be dreaming the dreams of all dreams? I search hi an low for my soul mate but he is no where to be found. Maybe I'm sleep and the world around me is just a dream ..... so now I Awake!

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ALONE

What am I doing?
Everything is telling me to..... RUN, get away!
Anything that hurts more then feels good an't worth sticking out.
It ant worth the stress or concern.
I'd rather be some where happiness is over flowing.....
It's true all good things come to a end FAST.
How can you love and hurt all in the same breath.
How can you want more but not give more?
Everything I look for I can't find you....
I have never touched you... I can't find you ... the sweet smell of LOVE.
I can't say I have ever felt your fullness.
I can say I've loved and loved hard and gave of it's freshness fully misunderstood!
Taken advantage of and for saken!
ALONE.

blanking

Woke up this morning blanking! Its like my mind is full of thoughts that can't get out. I tried to reason with my blank thoughts but they can't find there way out. They just become another blank memory, blank thought, blank moment in time....... BLANKING

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Who cares NOT ME!!!

Lol

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Relationships

Can anyone tell me why we even bother with relationships?
One day its all good.
The next day it's all bad.
 A emotional rollercoster.
I'm ready to just off this ride and die.
Ready to throw in the towel.
I'm so DONE.............
with the fitting
But I do like the making up :)
But do I really have the patience to deal with the stress.
The ups and downs......
 I know I'm a strong Black women but am I really able to commit?
That's the big picture.